The resent piece that i have been working
on will focus on affection to the self. The two characters, that actually are
the same person (doll), are in love with each other even though they are
supposed to be one and are of the same sex. I want to create a piece that
exposes the self-loving tendency, almost some sort of homosexual-ish emotion,
that exists in me，and probably in most girls.
Being aware of the fact that i am straight,
not a lesbian, the homosexual love that i have for myself makes me confused
sometimes; i often wonder if i am bisexual rather than straight, and have been
trying different types of behaviors to figure out what my real gender or gender
preference is. This twisted self-loving is an important part of my character
that I have never mentioned before but had always wanted to express, so I decided
to reveal this trait of me to viewers in the new piece that I am creating.
